As a child, Lana Rhoades longed to live the lifestyle of a charming Playboy bunny.

But after entering the porn industry, the “humiliating” scenes she filmed as a teenager left her suffering from panic attacks.

And despite filming only adult content for eight months, the 25-year-old says her previous career has left her with lasting psychological scars: quarrels depression and suicidal thoughts.

There is no amount of money that will bring her back to the industry, she said.

Now that she is a social media influencer, Lana continues to share photos and videos with followers on her OnlyFans account. And she recently introduced her new son Milo to the public during a podcast appearance.

Describing his previous career as a “life sentence” constantly looming over his head, he admitted: “I can’t hide it. Everywhere I go, everyone has seen me fucking and I have to do my best to do it.



Lana said she would never go back to porn

Lana, real name Amara Maple, is originally from Chicago and worked as a stripper and hostess before entering the adult industry.

He had dreamed of working in porn since he was around 12, but admits he was unaware of the downsides of the industry until they became a part of his life.



Being treated and forced into “traumatic” scenes.

While she was never forced to act against her will, Lana said she sometimes found herself in positions where she didn’t think she could say “no”.

And they mentally shocked her.

“I’m not saying that every scene I did was horrible. But there was a handful of them that did some damage, “she said.

“There were three or five that were really traumatic for me, whether he was sent on set with someone who was too old … or was pushed to do something I was afraid of. Do it because it was too extreme. , which can certainly be very traumatic.

“I’ve had friends who drowned so badly that they passed out during one scene.

“There are really crazy things going on that damage people’s bodies for the rest of their lives.”



she had told him earlier Playboy there were scenes that caused him to panic before filming.

“You could go into the industry and say I would never do a gang bang and never would. You know what to get into.

“But [agents] tell you things over time for, more or less, what would the word be? – be prepared to do more.

“They’ll say things like, ‘Oh, all good bitches do that. That’s how people will like you. If you do this, you have to do this and that. You don’t want to disappoint anyone, so you end up doing it over time.

“I definitely have to deal with depression and suicidal thoughts every month due to my past in porn.”

The online move saw her earn millions.



Lana now has a son, Milo, who she gave birth to in January.

Lana’s career change came when she started hooking up with YouTubers who were making money online as an influencer.

He started posting his own content and now has over 16.7 million followers on Instagram.

In an interview with Podcast of the best friends of the bar stoolLana only revealed that she became a billionaire after she stopped making X-rated movies.

And she warned other women not to get involved in a porn star’s seemingly glamorous lifestyle.

“In the industry, they didn’t pay me a shit. I probably had $ 100,000 (around £ 81,000) when I stopped making porn, now I’m a billionaire. “

“This is what I warn girls, it’s not that glamorous, it doesn’t even pay well. It is much smarter to go to Instagram or just do an OnlyFans.



He said he wouldn't recommend a career in the porn industry.

Hardcore porn “not the best decision”

When asked about Bradley Martyn’s Raw Talk Podcast If you are concerned about the possible repercussions of your adult work on your child, you replied: “Not at all. I myself am against porn now due to my experiences.

“I just haven’t had a great experience and I don’t think it’s good for other women, or even for men.

“Obviously there are several levels, it’s mostly hardcore porn that I have a problem with.

“Anyone can do what they want, I just don’t think they’re making the best decision for themselves.”

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